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| Found this on someone's page, thought it would be fun.
1. a picture of you in your room.[spring cleaning]  2. a picture of you feeling very energetic.[one of my bff's many amazing parties]  3. a picture of you on your birthday.[big 18, sunrise]  4. the youngest picture of yourself you can find in digital form.[sophomore year, leaving for school]  5. a picture of you in one of your favorite outfits.[my favorite tee shirt]  6. a picture of you making a goofy face at the camera.[halloween horror nights with my three best friends]  7. a picture of you in a team or club you were in.[french congres team, i'm second row, left side, in the ice blue]  8. a picture of a day or night you regret.[the night my job fired me]  9. a picture of the real you.[this is how i wish most of my pictures turned out]  10. the most recent picture of you.[the other night doing temp tattoos.]  11. a picture of you being absolutely ridiculous.[pretending to blow bubbles out of my ass]  12. a picture of a time in your life that's over, but you wish wasn't.[dyed my hair blue for the hell of it]  13. a picture of a time in your life that's over, and you couldn't be more thankful that it is.[high school graduation. best four years of my existence.]  14. a picture that you had no idea was being taken.[key west at a bar, listening to a hippie sing Sublime]  15. a picture of you when you were a different person than you are now.[i was happier, carefree, not afraid of anything]  16. a picture of you in a fashion don't.[tonsils removed, and i'm on morphine in this pic. i don't remember doing that.]  17. a picture of yourself that you hate[it's too close up, but my mom loves it]  18. a picture that describes how you like to spend every day.[my cupcake of a boyfriend, Adam]  19. a picture of a time when everything was changing.[summertime, right after graduation, before adulthood caught up with me]  20. a picture that makes you smile.[best. movie. ever.]  21. a picture of the best day, or night, of your life.[proj. graduation. lots of interesting things happened that day, and night.]  :)
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|  So I know I'm a little late...I think Twilight is AMAZING.I just started reading Twilight on THURSDAY, and I haven't been able to stop myself. I finished it on Sunday, went out and bought the movie, watched that twice, fell asleep, woke up the next morning, went to Barnes and Noble and bought New Moon, just finished that one today. And I took another trip to Barnes and Noble today and purchased Eclipse. And the soundtrack at FYE.
Damn, I don't know what's come over me. I am a HUGE Harry Potter fan, so when this Twilight crap showed up, I wasn't buying it at all. Everyone was too obsessed with this Edward Cullen. And I just thought it was people being people and obsessing over something lame and the fad would soon end. My sister borrowed Twilight from her friend, and when she didnt read it, I thought hey, what the heck. And now look at me.
Fully-fledged fan-girl. :) <3
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| Going back to the way things used to be. Staring over. Getting used to the new life that I have. Don't understand a lot of things, but I'm trying. Unsure of what I want anymore. Can anyone say anything different? Life's chaning, faster than I imagined it would. I love, but I lust and hate. I imagine, then I shutter to think. I suffer, but I enjoy. It's so frustrating, trying to collect these thoughts. I can't put it away. What am I to do? Who am I to trust? I trust you, but do I trust myself? Doubtful. Doubt in my own trust! How am I to live like this? Where are the unanswered answers? Where do I fit in to all of this? Is is a phase? Don't think so. Secrets, deceit. My heart flutters when I play these images in my mind, and when I write them out, but do I understand? Do I see what's becoming? Do I notice, the formation of things, of the alternate universe, of the ever-changing solar system, and it's ways of alignment. Just like today. It's just like how everyone said it would be. Not even close to the understatement, but so far underneath the surface. The formality of words, the familiarity, no longer coexist.
The mind is a marvel, a journey, a discovery, a wonder.
Love. The strongest four letter word in the world.
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| today is my sister's fourteenth birthday. she had five of her friends over last night, and they were loud as fuck. kristen, binori, and josh came over and we tried to scare the shit out of them by cutting the circuit breaker, but it didn't work too well because kristen ran inside the house too soon. we wanted to party a little, but we couldn't get the equipment. except we got one thing--and it's for next weekend :) the hair is fading fast, but it's okay because it has to be gone by friday anyway. fort lauderdale and all. the beach. lots of boys. hahahaa, kidding. i love adam <3 anyway, later. | | |
| Today was interesting. Katie nearly killed us all driving on the left side of the road into oncoming traffic trying to pass a semi heading back towards South Fork from the boondocks of Indiantown. I missed all of first block, Unger to be pissed tomorrow. Need to finish my Chaucer tale for Ballard, plus work on our project. Found out that I can party all I want when I visit France in 2009 because I'll be well over nineteen by then. :) And lovely Katie gave me a lift home today. Ate some chips and tried to convince mom to let me drive the Firebird to the beach with Chrystal and Nikki. All is well <3 | | |
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